叶子的离开，| next month ; today | Sunday, October 11, 2009 4:03 PM |
i need tequila. preferably jose cuervo or better. of course not without chilled salt-rimmed glasses and ice. a frozen drink would be refreshing. anyone? | |
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| middle of the night | Monday, September 14, 2009 3:35 AM |
you know people talk about bittersweet memories all the time... it just occurred to me that i don't seem to have any. i mean... i can't find the sweet. but why? | |
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| grrr | Wednesday, July 08, 2009 3:42 PM |
you know my housemates??? they're like the most disgusting people ever. so when they just moved in the whole house turned into total dump. everywhere reeked of smoke; ashes on the floor. you think that's all? hell, no. they even unrinate on the floor! then on two consecutive occasions, i woke up to find my room door unlocked. apparently i do recall locking the door before i went to bed. yes, freaky. so the next day i made extra extra note to check the lock. a call woke me up, said the girl in the last room some few hundred bucks. and my door was locked just as i left it to be. coincidence? i'm not so sure. that girl was so very pissed indeed... she ran for her life. nowadays, the disgusting people leave the washing machine pipe connected to the tap so i have to remove it for them when i wanted to take a shower. how considerate. and i decided not to bathe last night so that they can have the pleasure of putting it back themselves today. guess what? the faucet kind of broke and it was spraying water everywhere. but clever me fixed it for them of course. sick. you think that's all? hell, no. i bought a bag of chilli padi for cooking, left it in the fridge, when i wanted to use it there were only three left out of which two are already spoilt. i had a can of hotdogs that i wanted to finish up before i started on the frozen pack. i ate and ate with all my might and finally finished the canned ones. one fine day i took out the frozen pack for the grand opening, two were already missing. f-u-c-k !!! i wrapped the pitiful thing in plastic bag nicely, went to check back on it just now, one more missing. the rubbish chute used to be cleaner than i ever imagined any rubbish chute could be, now has a god damn sock and some cotton bits and maggi mee and whatever! i mean, it's meant to throw things down. not to leave it stuck down there. stupid people, i really fucking hate them. my febreeze for making clothes smell nice, i didn't want them to know what it was and use it like they used my washing detergent, so i transferred it into an unbranded container and left it outside. it was almost finished one day, and the next it was full again. what? do they think it's water? i make ice and keep them in the freezer, a whole box of them. and they just use it and don't even bother to refill. is it so hard to fill up the ice trays with water? and just last night, they left a glass bottle of carlsberg in the freezer. you know science? pressure? yeah, the bottle 'exploded'. frozen foam and beer all over the place, hanging like icicles even. not forgetting shattered glass. they just left it there like nothing ever happened. you think that's all? i'm just lazy to go on. somehow i wish that they just get hit by a car on the road or something. these people, why are they here to waste our oxygen? like literally. i mean i smoke, you smoke. but why is it that you stink up the whole house and i don't? 'cause you're dumb, right? | |
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| KEYS | Tuesday, June 30, 2009 2:22 PM |
guess what? i locked myself out of my room last night or this morning you would say. according to yinsan: smart. thanks. | |
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| fwah | Thursday, June 18, 2009 3:31 PM |
yesterday: i bumped into huiyun at somerset MRT platform. she was on the way to meet yanxi. since i had nothing better to do, i joined them. they had dinner at chicago steakhouse in cineleisure, and thought one of the waiters looked like yanguang. yanxi had a $10 topshop voucher to redeem so we went to isetan at takashimaya. went one storey too high and bumped into yan guang who also saw kelven earlier in the day. decided to meet zijing and the rest at serangoon. and bumped into bobby and family at shop and save. what a day. | |
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| captain | Wednesday, June 10, 2009 3:52 AM |
okay, so i got promoted. now what? | |
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| away | Wednesday, April 29, 2009 12:27 PM |
i'm away. to say goodbye to grandpa in malaysia. | |
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| goodbye grandpa | Sunday, April 26, 2009 12:44 AM |
two weeks ago i lost an uncle. tonight, i lost grandpa. i can't sleep. | |
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| hey friends | Thursday, April 23, 2009 10:05 PM |
last saturday, i saw ivan. last sunday, i saw daniel. this monday, i saw fiona. this tuesday, i saw zijing. today, i walked along the streets alone. i worked my life away. is this what growing up is all about? i used to stay online all night because i was afraid to miss what people wanted to tell me. now i stay online because i'm hoping someone will say something to me. but all i get when i wake up in the day are virus spams. that's okay, i don't have time to reply anyway. no, it's not okay at all. | |
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| PENANG | Friday, March 06, 2009 2:04 PM |
friday - saturday - sunday!!! i'm going to take aeroplane for the first time in my life!!! i can hear you congratulating me NORIMAH!!! let's just hope everything turns out well =) peace ^-^v | |
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| sunday | Sunday, February 22, 2009 4:21 PM |
don't you just hate sundays? crap. | |
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| lim gen yong | Saturday, February 21, 2009 4:03 PM |
reagan is back!!! finally, and for good (: | |
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| 14th feb | Friday, February 20, 2009 1:54 PM |
this valentine's i received a bouquet of pretty roses and a huge balloon. oh, did i tell you "i love you" was printed on it? love love (: but i spent the rest of it working, of course. | |
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| TAN SIOK BEE | Wednesday, February 04, 2009 4:32 AM |
why don't you knock on my door. i promise i won't be surprised. seriously, face it... you're not the one to make him happy. if you think i can't tolerate your psychopathy, senselessness, nonsense, absurdity, madness, derangement and every crazy thing you can come up with, then i suggest you stop wasting all our time now. would you buy a cup of coffee with no coffee in it? why then, do you want to keep a person who doesn't feel anything for you? you're not exactly the most miserable person in this world. quit indulging in self pity. oh, i can't help but say... 'you pathetic woman'. like totally. | |
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| not extinct | Sunday, January 18, 2009 2:11 PM |
before this blog gets declared extinct by imah, i better write something. well, first of all happy new year everyone. i'm very very very busy with everything. so give me some time, i promise to update! | |
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| back to work | Wednesday, December 24, 2008 1:40 PM |
my love gave me a christmas gift. a necklace with a pendant of a diamond star inside a leaf. sweetness. merry christmas. | |
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| when boredom sets in | Wednesday, December 17, 2008 2:53 PM |
1. Do you have secrets? - yes 2. Would you fall in love with a girl/ boy younger than you? - it's happened before 3. Do you enjoy going to college? - can i go again? 4. What would you do with a billion dollars? - bring my love to somewhere far away where nobody can find us. oh wait, how long can a billion dollars last 2 people? 5. Will you fall in love with your best friend? - the person i fall in love with can also become my best friend 6. Which is more blessed, loving someone, or being loved by someone? - being loved 7. List 5 recently watched movies. - madagascar: escape 2 africa ONLY 8. If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do? - secretly like the person and do everything i can until i'm able to move on 9. List 5 favourite TV shows. - i don't watch tv 10. Do you have any regrets? - yes but i'm still alive 11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? - happy with the love i've found. 12. Who are the most important people to you? - boyfriend, boyfriend, boyfriend 13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? - n.a. 14. Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor? - married but poor 15.What is your favourite colour? - i'm sure you know 16. Would you give all in a relationship? - yes, all. 17. First five words that popped into your mind right now. - i'll be there for you 18. What are the top five places on your "to-go"list? - barcelona, japan, hongkong, taiwan, france 19. Name three things you would like to do, but would not be able to? - can i say more than 3? 20. 7 people I have tagged - i'll give this a pass | |
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| planned | Sunday, December 14, 2008 3:21 PM |
jono came back since last week. but i only just found out. in another 4 days yinsan will be back too. busy as i am, do i even have time for them? i need to do something about it, seriously. i so want to execute my plan. | |
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| table 9 | Saturday, December 06, 2008 7:07 AM |
all you heartless people. don't get it? ask me. | |
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| 叶 | Friday, December 05, 2008 7:44 AM |
是不是依然只能喜欢？ 你的喜欢和我的爱是不是一样？ 我的天真会不会太愚昧？ 为什么我总觉得你不会离开？ 怎么会是这么亲近的感觉? 好想做件事，让你的影子永远留在我的脑海里。 好想做件事，让我们的回忆永远不会丧失。 好想好想让永远化为一种可能性。 好想好想你。 | |
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| tagged | Thursday, December 04, 2008 2:34 PM |
i so totally don't do this sort of thing. but because it's zijing and because i love her, here goes! RULES: 1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. 2. Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people. - imah (about the only person who tags around here) - imah (therefore the only known person who will read this) - imah (because i can't tag zijing again) - imah (sounds pathetic?) - imah (don't pity me) - imah (k 'nuff said) 1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? i'll be very mad and nobody likes an angry girl. 2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? happily ever after... 3. What is the criteria for your dream lover? as long as love and happiness exists between us, that'll be my dream. 4. Which is more important, Friends or lovers ? sorry friends but you know me. lover. 5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend? why not 6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? honestly, being loved by someone 7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? until i meet someone else i love even more 8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? what can i do? 9. Do you think the world would be better off if everyone has the same religion/ethnicity/ etc? no? 10. You see a 50 year old man entwine arms with a girl about the age of 20+ and find out they are gf/bf. What are your first thoughts? how did they even meet? 11. How would you see yourself in ten years time? stable job. hopefully married. 12. What's your fear? losing my love 13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up? check hp 14. Would you love someone who lay hands on you? what if i started loving him before he laid hands on me? 15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? that depends right 16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done? i will forgive but i will never forget | |
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| rain | Tuesday, December 02, 2008 4:37 PM |
rainy days; i love. but boyfriend says i have to bring an umbrella ): "now it's raining more than ever know that we'll still have each other you can stand under my umbrella" hearts yap <3 | |
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| 空 | Wednesday, November 26, 2008 4:45 PM |
没人吃的三明治和一颗破碎的心。 | |
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| fairytale | Sunday, November 23, 2008 7:25 PM |
haven't been in here for so long. busy; as usual. i so hate not being in control of the things i want. if you know me, you know that i hardly ever know what i really want. now i do, but i can't do anything about it. i really, really want to do this. i choose to believe. i love you. and i'm glad you do too. | |
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| secret | Wednesday, October 29, 2008 4:09 AM |
an act on impulse. now i can't turn back. i feel dumb. and i don't know what came over me. i'm losing sleep. from happiness; from sadness. from everything hidden deep inside of me. | |
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| back for a week | Sunday, October 26, 2008 8:26 PM |
ash, please stay this way. i don't want us to change. and trust me we won't be better together anyway. i'm tired; and frustrated. but glad. and i'm happy to know that no matter how far apart we are. you guys never forgot about me. i've never felt this appreciated in my life before. and this is what i want. it's so simple. but some others just don't get it. - i'm so affected by my outbreak due to lack of sleep. i'm so so upset. i hate pimples :( | |
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| infected | Saturday, October 04, 2008 12:41 AM |
ta da... i'm sick, again. | |
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| sim | Thursday, October 02, 2008 4:33 AM |
): when i was 13, i knew my life would never be the same again. i'm 21, and i'm heartbroken. i want to leave the house that isn't my home. i want to leave all these people who keep putting me down. i want to be happy like never before. | |
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| happy birthday lester | Friday, September 26, 2008 3:50 PM |
i miss everyone; everything we used to do. october please! | |
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| batam | Friday, September 19, 2008 3:57 AM |
finally, i'm really really going for a holiday. even though it's only two days and still sixteen days away. i feel like indulging myself in every way possible. just because i've worked too hard. i'm so tired. | |
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| modified | Wednesday, September 10, 2008 12:40 AM |
earlier today, or rather yesterday, i wondered. maybe because i finally have time to breathe. maybe because i talked to people; friends who would listen. what happened to my life? what happened to me? i see everyone being happy with what they have. or at least being unhappy with what they don't have. and i? i'm unhappy with what i have. complicating? confused? that's how i feel. how long more should i deal with what you're giving me? or in fact, what you're not giving me. patience has its limits. i very well know how patient people around has molded me to be. and you're still crossing the line. you know this is bad; it's horrible. it doesn't even matter what i write here... how ambiguous i'm making things sound... or how obvious what i'm trying to get at... because at the end of the day you can surf facebook, friendster, youtube, you name it... but you simply cannot visit blogspot to find out how i feel. so you'll never know how even this little thing really makes me feel. i don't know what is the point of me trying so hard. when all you do is say you care but don't seem like you are because you don't know how to express it. i need your time. but your sleep is more important than my need. if you cannot even be on time for a date you set for us. then i don't think i can keep this going as well. because telling me you really cannot bring yourself to get up does not explain the effort you're willing to put in for an already devastated girl like me. i have one million more things kept inside that i cannot recall at the moment. and i only have one place to release the tension. the one place that you never took the pain to enter. why? is it so hard for you? - side track(not really), poor injured dennis. if you get what i mean. | |
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