叶子的离开，
是因为风的追求？
还是因为树的不挽留？
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alcohol and you Thursday, July 24, 2008
3:31 PM

i have a poster put up on the wall right above my table.

"the best way to make it through...
is to listen to your heart.

in life, we have to make decisions that aren't easy.
we're afraid that whatever choice we make will upset someone we love.

it is at these times that we need to stop and listen to the voice inside us.
if we listen just to the wishes of those around us and ignore our own feelings,
we will not be truly happy.

listen to what you know is right and stand by that,
because when you do, you will be happy."

what if...
there is something i want to do that is against the wishes of others...
yet i know the others are right and i'm just being stubborn...
should i listen to my heart; or should i stand by what i know is right?

but then again, maybe i don't even have a choice...
because there is only one way i can make it through.

i just want to be happy.

사랑해요

exhausted Monday, July 21, 2008
2:43 PM

i'm so tired i totally need a break!
it's awful because i'm too tired to do anything at all.
screams.

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blade Saturday, July 19, 2008
2:35 PM

i can't put down the blade.
and every today is worse than yesterday.
i need time for a break.
i need to get away.
and i don't wanna be on my own.

it's getting harder and harder to go on each day.

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i hate life Thursday, July 17, 2008
4:03 PM

too tired ; too miserable.

help.

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dreams Thursday, July 03, 2008
2:22 PM

i keep dreaming in my sleep lately.
dreams that feel so real; so real sometimes i wonder if they were even dreams.
dreams about things i hope would happen.
dreams about things that just happened yesterday.
dreams of people i haven't been keeping in touch with.
dreams... dreams... dreams...
what are they telling me?



can you hear me? i'm terrified.

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unemployed Wednesday, July 02, 2008
4:18 PM

now what am i gonna do?
so, i lost my job overnight and i have no idea whether it's official.
i'm stranded in the middle of nowhere with absolutely nothing to do.
i need help because if not i'm gonna fall right back into party man.
we all know it won't do good.

사랑해요